I'm tired of always being the backbone.
For once I want to be one of those bones that can break without drastically impairing the rest of the skeleton.
Every once in a while I need to break down and cry on someone's shoulder for a while.
Every once in a while I need to feel like shit and not try to fix it.
Every once in a while I just want to wallow in my own damn misery.

As a dear friend once said; "Let me cry myself a damn river and when I'm ready I'll build myself a bridge and get over it!"
Amen.

Another Update:

I don't wish I were dead anymore, just asleep for a loooooong time.

An update:

I wish I were fucking dead.