Today I had a plan...

Something I felt I had to do.
Something I felt needed to be done.
I pride myself on my ability to see the truth, to see reality.
And I thought that this was a reality that couldn't be ignored.
But then, at that moment of truth, something changed.
And minds and hearts were opened up further than they'd ever been opened.
And words were spoken easier and more comfortably than ever.
Hands were held, kisses were given, and even a change of heart was had.
I set out to do something today, and I completely and utterly... failed.
I had been feeling selfish.
I had been feeling like I was lying to the world and to myself.
But maybe I'm just a little too careful.
Maybe I'm just a little too stubborn.
Hold that thought, I know that I'm a little too stubborn.
But where to go now?
I feel that my task isn't over.
I feel that it still has to be done.
And now, you see my dilemma.

My heart is telling me something.
But my head doesn't want to listen.